That numb feeling comes through my hands
A feeling of impending doom that no one can understand
Heart keeps racing strong and oh so fast
Not sure when or how this will pass
These non-stop thoughts
Does anyone notice?
I can't bear the embarrassment, can't stop it or focus
Fear in my mind, sadness in my eyes
Just want to runaway and find a safe place to hide
Please go away and never return
But I know you will, this I have learned
I vow to continue fighting to keep you at bay
Hoping that eventually you will forever go away.